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In anorexia, anorexia recovery

Fear of vacation

I wondered for a while (again) what to write about. And then I discovered that I don't need to have a topic every time or try to teach people or explain things. I can just write about how I am feeling, what I am thinking, what is bothering me. What are my small wins and if there have been any relapses. I can...

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In anorexia, anorexia recovery

Hunger

I don't know if you have felt it, but there are different kinds of hunger. One is like physical and the other one is mental. And I don't mean mental hunger as in craving for information. :D Anyway, one of them is like a physical feeling of emptiness - sometimes you feel a bit nauseous, you may get a headache and you feel...

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In anorexia, anorexia recovery

Vegan products challenge - part 2

I continued trying vegan products and I thought that I will write about them as well. At the moment I am not trying something every day anymore, but if something catches my eye, I will test it. Like I really want to try this one vegan minced meat roll from this one store soon. Firstly I had some vegan pizza that was with...

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In anorexia, anorexia recovery

Agreement

On Friday after work I met up with a friend and we discussed my situation for a bit. He knows everything about it - we were together at the hospital in Tallinn and know each other for quite a while. This is nice. I don't feel like fuck, it is a new person, I need to explain how my situation is and how...

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In challenge, food

Vegan products challenge - part 1

Unfortunately I only was able to do this for 4 days, because today it is Friday, but at the same time... I think I will continue with this. So soon there will be part 2. :D Anyway, I decided to taste test different vegan products to see how I like them. And maybe discover some new stuff to add to my menu. So...

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In anorexia, anorexia recovery

Do you drink milk?

I thought I would share some of my dinners and I discovered they are huge meals thanks to fresh salads. But so good. From the top: sweet potato with bbq beans and salad, then in the middle there is carrot burger and salad and on the bottom there is cabbage burger and a salad. Plus vegan mayo and ketchup. So without trying my...

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In alphabet, anorexia

Challenge V, W, Z / recovery tricks

It has finally arrived - last letters! First one of them was V, and I picked vanilla pudding. I couldn't come up with anything else starting with V. There is this company in Estonia that just came out with three new puddings (vanilla, chocolate-hazlenut and caramel) and I tried one of them. Again I have to repeat that Estonia doesn't have as good...

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