I don't know what happened yesterday. Recently everything has been really good. Things are going well and I am feeling at ease, I have my own place, my own home. Christmas time is pretty, I feel free and my relationships are going wel.And then yesterday happened (PS, when I am writing this, it is Wedensday, 23rd of December).I felt really uneasy starting from...
As I moved to my own flat, I decided to celebrate it with a very few people. And I also wanted to do it in a vegan way, meaning I didn't have anything on the table that would have been not vegan. Or a story about how I gained three kilograms in 24 hours. Overeating is the key.A long time before the party...
I have been wanting to do this for suchhhh a long time. :D I don't know if this is the best idea though, because I already miss porridge. But anyway, I decided that for a week (or actually five days) I will change up my breakfasts.Instead of porridge I have made different sandwiches in order to try to discover what I also would...
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At the end of 2019 I set myself 150 small challenges and I thought that now is the time to look them over and see what I have done or haven't done.Anyway, here they are: Get my weight up to 50 kilos. - I haven't reached it yet, but I am super close. It is difficult to deal with it, but day by...
I wanted to say that my eating disorder story was published in two online magazines in Estonian. If you want the link, check my Estonian blog.I got this new gray fleece blanket and it is just so soft, I really needed this. :D Anyway, these are how my mornings look like until I get a table. Also I got a parcel from Globus...
I have been thinking what I would like my first evening in my OWN FLAT to be. It has been in my mind for years and I have hoped that this time comes. And it did. It is now.Actually right now (on Sunday evening) it is not my first evening here, but kind of is. Yesterday my parents were in Tallinn and just...
I decided to start and write down all the vegan products I have tried this month. I hope the amount will grow over time.YOSA vanilla-oat dessert I thought I will pick vanilla flavoured one, even though it had some fruid ones as well. Someone actually recommended me these and they seemed good. But... I don't know. It tasted kind of sour and I...
Another time I had lunch outside this weekend and this time we went to a restaurant called ÃœLO. I have been wanting to go there for ages. Now in past few weeks this is third time eating out. It was a bit stressful, not gonna lie, but it was less so than past times. This is becoming normal and nothing to be scared...
