I Won't Quote

20. January2020 + Ground was shining when I came to work. There is no snow, but it was beautiful to see at least this. + My friend wanted an idea for what to make for dinner and I recommended her meat free page for recipes and she picked tomato risotto. She really liked it so I made the same and it was indeed...

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It has not been exacly two months yet, but there are so many things I have written down and want to get out. 13th of January, 2020 It is still more difficult at home, than at the hospital, but things are going well. I will try to beat my fear foods every day and also beat the guilty feelings. Some days are better...

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I have travelled a bit, but not very much. For example I have never been out of Europe, so there is a lot to discover. And now I am going to Japan! I hope my eating disorder doesn't ruin this trip... I have written down some categories to try and make a plan for it and have an idea what I want to...

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14. January 2020 + I forgot my lunch at home but I remembered it before getting onto my bus, so I actually ran home to take it with me. It would have been so easy to be like - ah, I guess I should skip lunch, but we ain't about that life here! + I got dentist diagnostics done for braces. + I...

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So I shall continue with writing positive things down. It also gives a bit of an overview on what I do. Also, it is still weird to write 2020. 7. January 2020 + I ate all three meals and snacks. + I made a nice dinner. + Time at work passed faster than usually. 8. January 2020 + Most places still have Christmas...

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This cranberry-oat dark vegan chocolate is the best thing that I have tried in god knows how long. Monday. 06.01.2020 Breakfast 7:00 - porridge with vanilla, banana and frozen raspberries, cup of coffee. (Porridge of course. But one with seeds and nuts, not any regular one. :D) Snack 11:30 - Cadbury Christmas chocolate with gingerbread filling, cup of coffee. (Actually my third cup...

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There was sun outside, unbelievable! I thought a lot and finally came up with something. I will start on the first of January with a challenge that makes me write down three positive things every day and do it for a month. Maybe I will notice more good things this way. We had to do the similar thing at the hospital, and on...

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Tallinn has really nice Christmas market. Someone shared a post on Instagram, saying that you should write down 300 things you want from 2020. Or want to do etc. Why 300? So there would be small things. I thought that it is a pretty good idea - at the end of this year I can take this list and mark down what I...

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We had a proper Christmas tree at home. This is always one of my requested things when I am going home for Christmas. :D Christmas was extremely difficult for me. As I was afriad, there was much binge eating and drinking - both at home as well as with friends few days later. Which meant that for the next couple of days I...

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