I Won't Quote

I was talking to a friend on a random subject and she mentioned buying cheese, even though she is not a huge fan. To this I said that I love cheese, but it is a fear food. She asked if there are any foods or things that I am not afraid of? This made me think and gave me this idea for today's...

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New week, time to start with a new challenge which was the letter G. G was gummies, and I picked some I bought in Japan. They were plum ones and covered in sour sugar and they were soooo good. I didn't even feel guilty, which was surprising. But maybe because I really liked them and I didn't get this feeling of wasting calories,...

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I haven't really been able to fully test it out, actually I have only used it once, for a recipe I came up with myself. But it worked well so I decided to blog about it. I have the multicooker from a company named Brock Electronics, which is nice, but... in Russian. My parents helped to translate the menu when they drove us...

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I decided to be super brave and took a day to have all three of the snacks. With letter D, it was dark chocolate. I had one that I already had at home - blackcurrant yoghurt filled one and... it wasn't good. Which usually makes me upset and gives me a feeling that I have wasted calories. But at the same time this...

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I have been staring at the blank screen for hours. And I have been thinking. Thinking about what to write, where to begin, what to do. Because I think I am afraid of writing this post. It is difficult. On the weekend we celebrated my birthday. It brought a lot of overwating. I have never felt as bad physically from food. And now,...

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With the letter A I had avocado. I thought about having it with toast, but instead it was sushi with avocado that I had. Me and my sister were celebrating my bithday and we had a takeaway. This combined several difficult things for me - food that I didn't cook myself, avocado, and it also had a lot of cream cheese, which is...

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I thought that I really want to combine a challenge with eating disorders post. I have done it previously too, but not for a while now. Then I got an idea that as I have a lot of fear foods still, I will take an alphabet and make a list of things I am scared. And then start challenging them one by one....

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One thing I really miss, is working out, especially running. I got some protein bars from Paradise Foods and I highly recommend. Especially the ones with coconut and chocolate, these are really good! I have been playing with the idea to just screw everything and start going to running again. But there is still a part of me that knows it is not a...

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This week I decided that it is sime for another cooking project - baking bread with the starter. There was a bread company that posted an article about making your own starter, so I followed it. From a friend I got a piece of bread (as me and my sister don't usually have bread at home) and also a mould. So I was...

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Sunday Breakfast 9:00 - oatmeal with bananas, strawberries and vanilla, cup of coffee with milk. (Last night me and my sister watched a movie, drank some wine and had a lot of snacks. Today I didn't feel hungry at all when I woke up, but I still had a proper breakfast.) Snack 11:00 - rice waffles with apples and cinnamon. (I am really...

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