In 5 day challenge, anorexia

Pasta challenge

I have been wanting to do this challenge for a while already. But I have been too scared. What am I talking about? Pasta challenge. But now I have a plan to have pasta every day for five days in a row. To show myself that it is fine, pasta is normal food and I can have it. Also, there are so many...

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In anorexia, anorexia recovery

Good things weight gain has brought me

I think I am finally at the point where I can really write about this topic. Until now I have left the impression that I am doing well, but my weight remained the same. Now within last couple of months it has steadily gone up and now it is time to make a positive post about it. I don't know, how many positive...

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In anorexia, anorexia recovery

Expensive calories

On Wednesday, I watched this new TV show, where people who want to lose weight are put in the house with a lot of snacks and drinks in the fridge. Every time they eat from there, money is taken off their prize.Of course previous to this I went to have vegan burgers with my friend and of courise I ate the whole pint...

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In anorexia, anorexia recovery

Veganuary - half of the month

On the last post comments there was a lot of talking about if and how should one mark down the food they eat. Several times people talked about if I have enough protein in my diet and so on. Everything made a lot of sense, so I just wanted to say thank you for the comments. These kind of things are really helpful...

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In anorexia, anorexia recovery

Extreme...

I have always avoided writing about it, because it just doesn't make sense and I don't know what to believe. But at the same time I need to admit that this is in full force and I don't know what to do. I guess I just need to run with it. What am I talking about? About my new friend - extreme hunger....

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In boredom, bullet journaling

Rediscovering my hobbies

When my friend came over and we had the pizza night, we talked about not having anything to do and to waste time, we go out for walks. Like... I used to have hobbies. Where have they gone?For example I used to watch a lot of films and even anime. At the moment I am not doing this at all, because I feel...

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In anorexia, anorexia recovery

Home workouts and pizza night

I am so freaking upset that my weight has gone up so much. And then I decided to restrict a bit and for a few days ate less and omg, I lost 100 grams and then I couldn't do it anymore and started to eat normally again and at the moment I don't care about my weight but in 5 minutes I do...

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In 30 day challenge, challenge

Veganuary

  I am so happy we have snow now! It is so much nicer and lighter outside thanks to this. So from the first of January I started to live my vegan life. It has not been long, but I have discovered a lot of snacks to have, foods to have an several recipes to try. At the same time I am thinking...

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In 2020, food

Vegan products I tried in December / happy new year!

Hey.So I am writing this post on 31st of December and it is morning time. Icon for this year. That's it. Last day of the year 2020. What a year! So many ups and downs, but in general quite a positive one. At least for me. Although, I don't know. Recently (during the period between Chrismas and now) it has been really difficult....

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