I Won't Quote

I thought I'd bring out some goals that I have... to motivate myself to recover. There is another Estonian blogger who posted about the same stuff, so I am kind of stealing her idea here, but oh well. I want to work out. I still love and miss running as well as bouldering. It would be perfect to finally have enough strength to...

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I have been thinking about this challenge for a looong time. :D Now finally in this self isolation I thought I could do it. Besides I posted it to Instagram as a poll and quite a lot of people seemed to be interested in it. So I thought long and hard about all the yellow foods available. Maybe it wasn't all that yellow,...

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I have been reading a ton of books during this isolation, using Estonian online library. At the hospital in Tartu I read two crime stories bt Nele Neuhaus, and I was really glad to find the third part from the library. And this books passed so fast! She looked at herself in the mirror, touched her fingertips to the little red hood on...

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It is so difficult to be at home. I feel so guilty. I make myself do things that I shouldn't. Sometimes I feel like I am living from meal time to meal time. It is so difficult to deal with things during this quarantine. You are sitting in front of your computer, doing work or just chilling, and seeing the fridge. I have...

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A throwback picture to Japan, because I really miss it. I should re-read my Japan trip posts. :D Anyway, I finally pulled myself together and thought of some questions to ask from my friends and family. Firstly I asked my best fried to answer. I don't know... after reading these, I feel hopeful somehow. Even though it was a bit sad at the...

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I was really lucky last week! On Friday, a courier called me and told me that they are bringing me a parcel from Globus Estonia, which meant I got a ton of canned goods, like corn, beans etc. Which I can now use during this week! It was such a nice surprise. I got another gift from them when I was at the...

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Sitting here at 8 am in the morning, thinking about what to write. I just enjoyed a good bowl of oatmeal and I am feeling quite okay. It is Friday. I think I have written and mentioned how my family deals with this eating disorder situation and how they are trying to support me through it. But at the same time I haven't...

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I think I will make another week of not spending and will probably write about it. On the weekend I went to do some food shopping (and I even wore a mask) and bought everything I needed for a week. I got this really cool notebook from a friend, it is a bit like bullet journal, but you don't have to design it...

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Considering it is self quarantine time I decided to go a week without spending any money again. For this, I went to a store during the weekend and bought everything I needed for the week. I also planned out every single meal. Maybe today I will still go to the store and get some dairy things, because I simply forgot about those and...

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Rice appears and disappears in my list of fear foods. On some days I am scared of it, on some days I am not. It depends on a day and what I have had on that day. At one point it remained in my list of fear foods... For example I have made some stew and had it with rice. And then on...

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This topic has been covered by milion and one bloggers, but I wanted to be popular too and discuss the options a little. Options that aren't dying of boredom, that is. I will try to make a list of the things and check it out myself whenever I don't know what to do any more. reading I have a ton of books at...

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